overkill.

sometimes i just want the world to flip for a minute.

Okay, so let's see what I did today. I woke up late, watched some youtube, and oh, yeah, appeared on tv. hahah this is so hilarious. if you caught singtel grid girls on channel five today, yes, that jessebella was me. (seriously, how many can there be) and i look HIDEOUS, OMG, WTF.

okay but it's true. nevertheless, because i am such a nice, sweet, person, i shall upload my gory hideousness on youtube and embarrass myself to the world by letting you watch. yes, i know, i have no shame for my uglyness. gahhhhhhh. here you go.



see, it actually is true when they tell you that the camera puts on ten pounds. in my case, to be specific, it put on twenty.

a) can you see how fat my face is omggg. granted, i have a widescreen telly. but STILL.
b) omggg how short do i look. okay blame the widescreen again, but STILL.
c) i sound awful! you can't blame the widescreen for that.
d) i look hideous i think i need facial reconstruction.

okay to be honest i just need veneers. anyone with too much money to spend? lolll. as if i wish. le sigh. the singtel and mediacorp people did a fantastic job with the site and the photos and the show, just that it seems during the filming and stuff ive been goin through a violently ugly phase. sighhhhh.

okay i can't deal with this right now. :((((((( knock yourself out over more of my ugliness at
http://www.singtelrace.com/GridGirls_BlogAboutMe.aspx/jessebella
i'm blogging there sometimes as well, but i'll obviously still update here daily. :)))))

ah alright enough whining! sorry sorry sorryyy.

by the way, the secret thing i couldn't say was that i got into singtel grid girls, and all the random things were filmings and shoots. unfortunately my contract states i couldnt say nor share photos prior to tv show dates, so. :

if you're still supporting me, thank you, and loves :)

updates tomorrow, got to get some zzzzs in.
and i know, my fhm photos are overdueeeee. sighhhh. okay everything will be up by this weekend. pinky promise.

xoxo,
j.