overkill.

sometimes i just want the world to flip for a minute.

Okay, so let's see what I did today. I woke up late, watched some youtube, and oh, yeah, appeared on tv. hahah this is so hilarious. if you caught singtel grid girls on channel five today, yes, that jessebella was me. (seriously, how many can there be) and i look HIDEOUS, OMG, WTF.

okay but it's true. nevertheless, because i am such a nice, sweet, person, i shall upload my gory hideousness on youtube and embarrass myself to the world by letting you watch. yes, i know, i have no shame for my uglyness. gahhhhhhh. here you go.



see, it actually is true when they tell you that the camera puts on ten pounds. in my case, to be specific, it put on twenty.

a) can you see how fat my face is omggg. granted, i have a widescreen telly. but STILL.
b) omggg how short do i look. okay blame the widescreen again, but STILL.
c) i sound awful! you can't blame the widescreen for that.
d) i look hideous i think i need facial reconstruction.

okay to be honest i just need veneers. anyone with too much money to spend? lolll. as if i wish. le sigh. the singtel and mediacorp people did a fantastic job with the site and the photos and the show, just that it seems during the filming and stuff ive been goin through a violently ugly phase. sighhhhh.

okay i can't deal with this right now. :((((((( knock yourself out over more of my ugliness at
http://www.singtelrace.com/GridGirls_BlogAboutMe.aspx/jessebella
i'm blogging there sometimes as well, but i'll obviously still update here daily. :)))))

ah alright enough whining! sorry sorry sorryyy.

by the way, the secret thing i couldn't say was that i got into singtel grid girls, and all the random things were filmings and shoots. unfortunately my contract states i couldnt say nor share photos prior to tv show dates, so. :

if you're still supporting me, thank you, and loves :)

updates tomorrow, got to get some zzzzs in.
and i know, my fhm photos are overdueeeee. sighhhh. okay everything will be up by this weekend. pinky promise.

xoxo,
j.

Sayang Sayang Shoot #2

here are those from #2 taken at the arts house (the old parliament), where it was bloody freezing cold. we're wearing some kind of sarong thing that's made of silk so it was EVEN COLDER. mich and i got a cold right after we got back, it was THAT cold.


the girls! as usual, im the shortest. :((((( anyone wants to give me some secret crack formula to grow taller?

mich and i! when we were still being normal. photos are all from her cam! the ones from mine are bloody blur and ugly cause my cam is spoilt and you can't see anything on the screen when you're taking. it's like effing 1947 you have to just wing it.

and then not so much anymore, as usual hahaha.

pretty cherlyn gave us a lift home! thanks girl! and mich taking random photos in the car. haha.

We were so damned tired when we got home. and full. haha mich and i couldn't stop eating, it was insane. total damage amongst the two of us: lormaikai x 4, siew mai x5, milo x2, bottled water x 2, nasi lemak x 2, bao x 1, kueh chang x ? haha i have no idea how many kueh changs the rest ate! we were supposed to be carrying them around in this basket as props but then sabrina was so hungry she secretly ate one and let us all try, and it was so nice that no one could stop eating. except me. :((( cause i only like the meat part hahahaha.

anyways its eps 7 and 8! yayyy. omg im gonna record it. its gonna be hilarious.

Sayang Sayang Shoot #1

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Went for a tv shoot for Sayang Sayang Season 2 last Thursday at the Peninsular Excelsior! It was really really gorgeous, and you'd never expect it cause it looks like a small building from the front. But the big pool is so amazing, and it has that glass partition thing like one degree fifteen! also met michelle chong and johnny su from the show! didn't get a picture with tan kheng hua though. my mom loves her haha.

Stayed a while, took some crazy photos.

check it out on eps 4,8,11, and 13 okay! MUST WATCH EVEN THOUGH IM JUST CALAFARE! HAHAHAHHAA.