anyways quick post but ill update with more photos of the actual event and with my dearest friends as soon as i get them! yay!

fhm pub crawl video

ooh just wanted to share this, haha. it's up on the mocca website, and i know the competition is over, but here i am for my 3 seconds of youtube glory, hahahah. 00:20, if you're curious to know which one is me.

haha yeah, sometimes my voice does sound like it's all scrapey scrapey. haha and yes, that's it, only two seconds. but please watch for the other girls too! video originally uploaded on the mocca site here.

anyways im a bored person so here are all narcissistic-like stills of myself saying hello. hahahaha. i love print screen! don't you? okay, i love you too.

"eh, who looking at me with camera, ah? what? want fight ah?"

"ooh, video? never say earlier! hiiiiii!"

"hmm, better wave longer, smile bigger. video leh!"

hahahhaha.
anyways you guys are awesome.

xoxo,
j.

THANK YOU SO MUCH XOXO

fhm finals are finally over! haha. and omg so shocked, but i got second runner up!

Thank you everyone so much for your kind support and encouragement! :) and to my dearest friends who came by to support me i love you!

Okay this is just massive camwhoring backstage haha.

if you're a photographer and you were there taking photos of the event and you don't mind please send me photos! :)) it's missjaiye@gmail.com, if i use them on my blog i'll definitely credit you and link you if you've got a site :)

anywaysszzzz. let me start from the beginning. haha. grabbed a cab there cause went to look for bottoms for some of the girls but couldn't find and ended up running late! :(( but worst was the cabby went the long way in the end and was reading a newspaper during the ride which = slow reaction. omgwtf. :|

so not professional :( i was so shocked but okay i cropped the picture cause it's still his identity after all.

hair and makeup! my sally hansen haha total loveee.

my makeup! super weird expression here but its the only shot i had time to take we were in such a rush haha. but loving the makeup!


may! kuku neh neh rollers still in my hair haha


paula!

THE OFFICIAL SHOW!

so cute, the show was called The Sweetest Ten because of the candy shop/victoria's secret esque theme going on :) we were up in pairs of certain themes!

the gorgeous girls! summer, chrishirl, may, jasmine, celestina, me, willyn!
rushed for time though so didn't manage to get everyone :|

if you went you'll know i was an angel! :) was so super happy to be able to wear wings, and jojo and summer were so sweet to me because i was so nervous before coming out and they were like holding my hands and going "don't worry! victoria's secret! victoria's secret!"

haha. wish i was really that skinny and tall like the VS models but still so happy with the wings :)damn funny bending over backstage though, cause otherwise the wings would get caught in the wires above.

caught with weird face haha

david! :))

my dearest sister jasmine!

david and jasmine!

Vernon!

rush rush mad rush so couldn't manage shots after the second segment with the girls, only got shots after the show :(

thank you so much once again!lovelovelove.


makeup artist! he's super super sweet and nice! :))))


our choreographer who helped us pick out all the gorgeous lingerie outfits! super stylin'! :)))


willyn darling! haha see how rushed we were gahhh.


laurent! who's been super nice to me throughout all my lateness hahaha.

AFTERPARTY!

cheers with champagne! congrats celestina dear for winning! :)) and to my dear sister jasmine for first runner up whoohoo!

with vernon again!

okay goodbye with love and our happy and hungry faces hahaha :D

to the fhm girls, jasmine, willyn, kris, jojo, may, chrishirl, celestina, summer, and paula,
I LOVE YOU GUYS A WHOLE DAMN MUCH! i would do it all over again without a doubt. im really so glad that we're such a crazy assed close bunch with all the dinner nonsense talk, partying, ktving and everything else! please keep in touch okay! <3

omgg ive been watching prison break for the last twelve hours hahahaa.

thank you so much for those of you who supported me again okay! i really appreciate it, never expected to win something! so, yay! love love love.

xoxo,
j.

OMGOMGOMG

AM ON HIGH. I LOVE YOU ALL! UPDATES TOMORROW WITH A GADZILLION PICTURES ON YOU KNOW WHAT.

xoxo,
j.

fhm weekend!

okay yayyyy! the week has picked up. or at least, been busy, haha.

wednesday, went for rehearsal for tonight's fhm finals. omgggg anxiousness.

summer!

celestina!

jasmine!

jojo!

headed for dinner after with the girls!

celestina and i had sushi because jap food is the sex!

yesterday: chillout dinner party slash attempts at iq tests, haha.

jap food again, yay! i was too enticed by the yummy food to take more photos.

according to david, this is me attempting to be all mysterious, haha.

celestina and david!

fantastic food and great company :)))

anyways im in a rush to get ready, tonight's the night! i hope you got your tickets! :)

it's going to be insanely awesome and apparently we've already got a full house! haha im so nervous it's crazy.

anyways to my dearest friends who are headed there to support, I LOVE YOU GUYS A MILLION, I SWEAR. -hugs to all of you!

okay bitches, see you there!

xoxo,
j.

flex-e-bee-lee-tee,

this from a while back.

credits to the amazing bryan kit f.

sorry i haven't updated, ive just spent the last few days being majorly pissed off. i hate people who think they have the right to take advantage, and the asshole who just takes me for granted. i am just SO sick of it, im sick of empty promises,of people who sell out, of fearing that i will, of worrying, of being so empty and yet full of ennui.

basically i just needed some space, and i haven't gotten it, and i need it more than ever. i just need to head overseas and chill out for a bit.

case in point. went to fish and co yesterday for dinner. peri peri catch which was as usual amazing, but the company wasn't.

yes, i was semi fed up.

but the food was yum, and i was so hungry i finished it all up.
(yes, i eat/ate with all three cutlery)

seriously, it just spoilt the whole meal. this is why so far i've kept to fishing with only one person.

it was planned as my treat out for us, but all i got were endless insults and hidden jibes and mean comments, i'm just so tired. i don't expect gratitude and appreciation, but itd be nice if it was at least pleasant.

anyways on a brighter note, i got a package! :) from my dearest friend who means the world to me, and always will. sucks balls that she's so far away.

it's huge! i had to lean all the way back just to get this shot.

this is really one of the nicest presents i've gotten because so much effort was put into it. not to mention its epic awesomeness. kp im going to wear it all the time!

forgive me for not dropping more shots of what it is, but i'd like to keep it to myself for just a little while.

going to catch some gossip girl, then drop b a message before i sleep.

xoxo,
j.


p.s. you know how you randomly miss a person out of your past that for certain reasons you ceased contact with? im in that state now, and it's strange because i haven't in a long while. i was just watchine season two and it was that whole state with nate's comfortability, and chuck's electricity, and it's not that easy to make a choice. i've been there, and the truth was the whole chuck thing was just too intense and it blew up in our faces. i regret not waiting, but there you go. life and it's warped sense of humour.

p.p.s. yes, i know it's quite pathetic that i'm comparing and identifying my life with a soap opera.

p.p.p.s. hence since you are full of undying pity and concern for the state of my mentality, you should vote. fhm1 gnd10 name nric email to 73388.

p.p.p.p.s. yes, i am also shameless.


love you, bitches. kisses all around
j..

panda bears on ice cubes

okay, i just woke up. and i am royally effing pissed off. capital p.

long day, went for a workshop this morning, lousy photos from my camera. all shaky and i had a bad face day so no make up could save it. not that i had that great makeup anyway, effing pissed off this morning, what's the point of making an effort to come on time anyways i don't even want to talk about it. as m would say, le sigh.

hello, my ugly face.

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caught the echelon conspiracy, which was good, although really like every other conspiracy movie regarding (spoilers ahead!) superpowered computers.
1. douchebag hero: check.
2. ex-government agent: check.
3. government corruption: check.
4. messing with traffic lights so someone dies: check.

so if i didn't semi expect what would happen next, it would have been really quite fantastic, because the action sequences and pace was great. although, the twist about how douchebag hero saves the world was cool.

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anyways some people are just such...i can't explain it. what's the point of trying to make someone happy and saying oh let's go play this, and then being all pissed off and unreasonably mean and oh you wasted money, you're so stupid, you can't even manage your own bills and you want to play stupid things like that. disappointingly, i was so upset and confused i cried, and the douchebag didn't even care, just continued ranting at my apparent incompetence. so i'm not the most responsible person in the world, but why spoil the day. ugh. im just so disappointed.

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lunch was mos burger salad and curry croquette which wasn't very curry.

i don't like green peppers and non-sauteed onions. :(

totally not spicy! cheated :(


love milk tea. haha ketchup in the m.

anyways.
was supposed to go for fuel but then long story and not anymore. kinda annoyed and irritated and especially feel so bad to cristal cause she went all the way there and had to wake me up, and i was like oh yeah im coming of course! and then read a message and was like okay major anticlimax. gotta wake up at 5 so was just planning to drop by and check it out but load of messed up plans.


okay im just SO pissed off right now. it's really not my day.

omggg pub crawllll.

were you there?

1. le noir
2. crazy elephant
3. china one
4. yello jello
5. zirca

so exhausted! ran around and gave out our voting cards! finished all of mine but there were no extras so just talked to people and stuff :)

we were so busy i didn't get a chance to take photos at all! took one with celestina and jasmine, though they're in my other com and i can't find the cable so im lazy hahaha.

anyways got this from summer's blog! cause my phone died. with the muttons. it was so cute cause i met justin's cousin tonight, she's really sweet and pretty!

look so fat here though. bahhhh.

long day tomorrow, gotta wake at five. i.e. in two hours :((((
haha.

xoxo,
j.