flex-e-bee-lee-tee,

this from a while back.

credits to the amazing bryan kit f.

sorry i haven't updated, ive just spent the last few days being majorly pissed off. i hate people who think they have the right to take advantage, and the asshole who just takes me for granted. i am just SO sick of it, im sick of empty promises,of people who sell out, of fearing that i will, of worrying, of being so empty and yet full of ennui.

basically i just needed some space, and i haven't gotten it, and i need it more than ever. i just need to head overseas and chill out for a bit.

case in point. went to fish and co yesterday for dinner. peri peri catch which was as usual amazing, but the company wasn't.

yes, i was semi fed up.

but the food was yum, and i was so hungry i finished it all up.
(yes, i eat/ate with all three cutlery)

seriously, it just spoilt the whole meal. this is why so far i've kept to fishing with only one person.

it was planned as my treat out for us, but all i got were endless insults and hidden jibes and mean comments, i'm just so tired. i don't expect gratitude and appreciation, but itd be nice if it was at least pleasant.

anyways on a brighter note, i got a package! :) from my dearest friend who means the world to me, and always will. sucks balls that she's so far away.

it's huge! i had to lean all the way back just to get this shot.

this is really one of the nicest presents i've gotten because so much effort was put into it. not to mention its epic awesomeness. kp im going to wear it all the time!

forgive me for not dropping more shots of what it is, but i'd like to keep it to myself for just a little while.

going to catch some gossip girl, then drop b a message before i sleep.

xoxo,
j.


p.s. you know how you randomly miss a person out of your past that for certain reasons you ceased contact with? im in that state now, and it's strange because i haven't in a long while. i was just watchine season two and it was that whole state with nate's comfortability, and chuck's electricity, and it's not that easy to make a choice. i've been there, and the truth was the whole chuck thing was just too intense and it blew up in our faces. i regret not waiting, but there you go. life and it's warped sense of humour.

p.p.s. yes, i know it's quite pathetic that i'm comparing and identifying my life with a soap opera.

p.p.p.s. hence since you are full of undying pity and concern for the state of my mentality, you should vote. fhm1 gnd10 name nric email to 73388.

p.p.p.p.s. yes, i am also shameless.


love you, bitches. kisses all around
j..